Disney Princesses with brains. Not many XD.

The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend, just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you.

Life is full of pain, but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other, and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored... forgotten... as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide.
Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more
love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented.
Remember that when going through life, you can't judge a sad, lonely, or
suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know
each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and
show them that you care.

I hope you all know I'm always here for you.

Reading my old posts. What a liar I am lol.

A's blog. Sorry if I've quoted this without permission. I really think it's very well written. There's nothing I can change to better fit my emotions about this topic.

"It isn't easy to let someone into the world of choral singing that you treasure so much. Because after all, not everyone appreciates choral music. Since entering choir in Sec 1, I've gotten used to people looking at choir as something 'easy', 'comfortable', 'boring', even though these words still piss me off. Any one who sings would know that singing is not easy, and in fact it's really tiring. The beautiful songs that we sing and the meaning that we learn and convey at the same time makes every choir practice such a fun one. And of course, the people make up such a big part of it. It's very touching how so many choir alumni came back for Melizo, and it felt like a really heartwarming reunion. There were seniors who are way older than us and immediate juniors. Although we parted ways and carried on with our own lives, a part of us is still a Xinmin chorister."

HEYHEY~ Remember to listen to my blog songs :P. I think they damn nice :P.
Gosh, K stalking me right now. Hahaha. Interesting guy.

Apparently it seem that I'm very free now :D
Trying to kickstart a primary school alumni. It's quite cool I guess :). More dinosaurs.
It'll be nice to see all my primary school friends :D. And also see the new school!
I miss the times~
Playing around with WL
Disney songs with F
Bullying afew girls here and there XD
and yet they still invite me to play with them :)

I guess I'm so much different from primary school times. Big change in secondary school.
Extrovert -> Introvert.
Was it worth it? It was. Definitely it was :).

Primary school. 6 years. 6 carefree years. If only I could relive them now, with all the wisdom and knowledge I have. To spend that 6 long, eventful years once again and truely enjoy them.

I guess I'm so much different from primary school times. :)

Future Checklist for GYPSA:
Get more people
Wait
Contact school

Future Checklist for XMAC:
Meet CJL
Contact Mr K (Updates, direction, Photos/Video :P)
YL $$$, S
Contact SKCC

TODO LIST:
Call NUS
Call CMPB
Physio
Prep Tuition stuff
Church stuff
Youth Chapter stuff

When you're on the job, you don't think about the age, but rather about doing it well.
- Liew Wei Li

Something I've to learn :)

Life likes to mess with me XD.
Seems that I have 3 more month of slacking.
Damn.

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY :)



Thank you
for You died for our sins

I hate to see ideas die. Opps :P I just let one die. But that's not the point XD.

Summary of what is need to create a successful group
- ALOT of solo effort
- Supportive members
- Supportive team
- Supportive authorities
- A kind, caring, approachable heart

And hence, yet another chapter of life ends :)
I have been smiling the whole day through. Harmonies still vibrating through my heartstrings. Remembering the smiles, the memories, everyone so happy. I will not let this end.

Melizo V was a success, it was awesome. The thrill, the excitment standing on stage, looking out at the audience for friends - not focusing on Mr Yong (like what I'd always do since sec1). And Mr Yong waves his hand to cue in the first note. The glorious moment, like always, the worry we'll go off pitch, the worry where we'll hesistate or come in soft. The first note - lovely, perfect. With all the other juniors and seniors with one goal in mind, to deliver the meaning of the song and spread out love to everyone else. Mr Yong's smile made us know everything was more than ok. The tingling, the goosebumps. I smile :).

Studies, army and other dedications. Will they take away this one thing I love? I'm not sure, but I'll try not to let them. When my interviews ask me "While you sacrifice your passion for your studies?", my answer will be an outright "No." I really wonder if it was all worth it. Fulfilling my promise to MrsYeap that I'd return to help. When I hugged her and told her I'd do more than a Vice President. That I was sorry I did not live up to her standards. When you told me, it's ok, for she loves me for all my effort and who I am. When I come back 2 years later and she remembers me and that promise.

It's all worth it :). It's worth it all.

Seeing my juniors. Remembering I was one of them once. So much they have to go through but... for now I'm jealous, envious of what they have now that I once had. Looking back and wondering if they will ever perform again.

Which makes me wonder when I am going to stand on the stage again. I want to sing at Melizo VI 2 years later. 2 years older, after army. More matured (I hope) but no less passionate. Once a chorister always a chorister! I want to stand on that stage, with the same Xinmin Chorale, the same love the same view and the same conductor. And when he waves his hand to cue us in, we'll create magic in perfect sync and harmony.

Thank you teachers, thank you XMAC, thank you XMC. Thank you Mrs Yeap for making me make this promise. <3

Melizo is in 3Days :D
I'm soooooo excited :)
Sling off, arm feeling much better!
Army soon though... stupid doctor says I'll be fine as normal
which does not at all tally with whatever internet sources say
Physiotherapist may say otherwise

To exercise, to train up my stamina and strength... damn.

Melizo Melizo Melizo :D A medley of voices.
I miss performing so much :)
I miss the thrill of seeing an audience, that sastifaction.
I wonder what we'll do after Melizo?
I just realised that's all up to me :P.

I MISS AJCHOIR!

Anderson Junior College Choir

First choir of the day that managed to convince me that it was of gold with honours calibre the moment the four sections formed a chord. I think it was not long after they started singing. The sound was full, warm and robust. All four sections were equally competent, allowing them to achieve a perfectly balanced sound. Every chord formed was pure gold. There was virtually nothing much to pick on, apart from how their third piece being a little too controlled and subdued for my liking. Granted it was an extremely difficult piece (Qua Rico E Mambo) to pull off, I still feel that they could have pushed the dynamics a little more towards the end, and finish off more impressively. Nonetheless, they were clearly a notch above all the choirs that had performed, and were truly deserving of the Gold with Honours award they've managed to attain.

Prediction: Gold with Honours
Actual: Gold with Honours

Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.

Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.
Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.

Myth #3 – Introverts are rude.
Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.

Myth #4 – Introverts don’t like people.
On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.

Myth #5 – Introverts don’t like to go out in public.
Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.

Myth #6 – Introverts always want to be alone.
Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.

Myth #7 – Introverts are weird.
Introverts are often individualists. They don’t follow the crowd. They’d prefer to be valued for their novel ways of living. They think for themselves and because of that, they often challenge the norm. They don’t make most decisions based on what is popular or trendy.

Myth #8 – Introverts are aloof nerds.
Introverts are people who primarily look inward, paying close attention to their thoughts and emotions. It’s not that they are incapable of paying attention to what is going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is much more stimulating and rewarding to them.

Myth #9 – Introverts don’t know how to relax and have fun.
Introverts typically relax at home or in nature, not in busy public places. Introverts are not thrill seekers and adrenaline junkies. If there is too much talking and noise going on, they shut down. Their brains are too sensitive to the neurotransmitter called Dopamine. Introverts and Extroverts have different dominant neuro-pathways. Just look it up.

Myth #10 – Introverts can fix themselves and become Extroverts.
A world without Introverts would be a world with few scientists, musicians, artists, poets, filmmakers, doctors, mathematicians, writers, and philosophers. That being said, there are still plenty of techniques an Extrovert can learn in order to interact with Introverts. (Yes, I reversed these two terms on purpose to show you how biased our society is.) Introverts cannot “fix themselves” and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race. In fact, one study (Silverman, 1986) showed that the percentage of Introverts increases with IQ.

My shoulder just went crrrrrr today
then a cool feeling flooded and a whole lot of tension disappeared!
Damn happy :P.

I feel wasted day by day. Procrastination? No. My speed is just too slow.
I wanna get cured soon!

There's always this feeling... like a chip off the heart
When you lose someone
No, I'm not talking about death
No, not when someone moves away.

It's that bit of you that fades away whenever you lose touch
with someone, someone you don't want to lose
A crush, a best friend, one admired, one respected
Sometimes the chip refixes, sometimes it doesn't

It hurts even more when you see that person happy without you
with new people, new friends
I guess it's just our sadistic, selfish nature
It is at that moment we regret not maintain contact

More painful is that drift, that realisation
that you have less and less to talk to that someone
like all boxes crossed out, no topics left
all synonyms used, all choices exhausted

I don't want to lose you.

I'll keep this short :)

So I dislocated my shoulder after I fell off my bike on Wednesday.
Typing with 1 hand is tiring T.T

Resuults were awesome. I didn't feel as worried when taking it.
I guess I knew my hardwork would pay off.

But Alvls is only another cert. To become a PSLE or Olevel cert.
Hidden away and withdraw for photocopy.

Move on. Move on :)

Life has been great. Thank God for everything.
Thank my friends, my teachers, my parents :)

OREO outing today was awesome :)
Super tired uhs T.T couldn't sleep and slept at 5am the previous night.
I need to get my body clock back haha.

The movie was ok luhs haha.

New week :D!
Time to exercise exercise exercise :)

OMG so busy XD
So many stuff to do.
Bored? Less haha.

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I don't get why my juniors think JC life is so easy :P
Ok maybe I did think so too haha.
So many things I wanted to join last time.
But I have not regretted AJC life :) AJ rocks.

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I passed by BTT :D! 50/50 not bad

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Should I go for class outing? Should I go for MouseHunt Meet?
Awkward me doesn't know ><

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MelizoV is nearing! The wonderful moments at alumni choir when you get those skin tingling chords. It's so lovely :) Haha the smile on the face when everyone knows we are singing the right thing. The happy feel everyone gets when we start singing As Long As I Have Music :)

Oh no... next few weeks no MrY... that means sectionals :P. Awkward but we shall survive haha.
I think the alumni will die without MrY. So scared ><.

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Speaking of next week. RESULTS! DAMN!
So scared... I really wanna get alot of A's :(
I really wanna be like one of the top scorers :(.
Please let my effort pay off!!!

Came across this:

People who laugh the most have experienced the most pain

I guess... it's somehow true :)
People who have been through alot learn how to treasure happier moments more.
You see them smiling all the time and you wonder why.
Look deeper into them and maybe you'll see scars.
"The scars of your love they leave me breathless"
Hahahahaha.
I'm prolly one of them.

Woo Alumni Choir was AAWWEEESUUMMM today
Like OMG I think I'm saying Awesome too much ><
It's replacing "Coolios" officially :D
We sound.. Ok I guess. Just pitchy.
Alot work to do for Alumni Choir to come!
Really need J and S to reply me more. I need more help if not... I'll break down ==
READ THIS!

I just realised I freeze up too much when singing XD.
Like my breathe sudden becomes super shallow and all my singing techniques dissappear. :X
Do I sing well? I think I suck. But I try my best :D!
I think it all stems from after I failed SYF audition in Sec2 haha. Dumb moment.

Woo~ People just came out of army. Grats to them for surviving! N
I don't think I'd be surviving with my problem ==.

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Just some insights of relationships.

I never believed in relationships (BGR) in school. They rarely (very very rarely) turn out well. The numerous seniors, juniors, peers I see crying - some in silence, others to me
It's just saddenning. Break-ups are almost inevitable... Why spoil the relationship and break your heart. Always told anyone in a relationship to stress on "We'd we good friends after we break-up" and "We will break-up one day but let's make that they a far one ahead".
Relationships ain't worth it... Being in ones before... Ok maybe. But only if the above 2 points are raised.

Not saying there are no success stories! J&P are doing fine :D haha. My sis and bro.

NEW BLOG SKIN!
More like... edited from previous blog skin.
Isn't it awesome!
I think it is XD
So happy :P.

CHOIR TMR!
OMG I hope I rmb my lines :X

Word of the day (more like yesterday ==): Sienz

Totally boring Vday. I need something to do. Ohoh except for that little outing with that little someone. BUT NO! This blog is not for that kind of stuff hahahahaha.

Totally boring everyday *rolls eyes* I need to apply.... relief teacher!!!

That reminds me... RESULTS damn.

When I grow up I want a nose job XD. Ok Random~

Can't wait to partae with my neighbour/tuitionmate/classmate/awesumfriend when she gets back!

Been dedicating alot of time to exercising. For once :) I don't hate sports. For once, I actually understand how it feels to be like "normal guys". Exercising and sports is cool - I finally understand.

Jogging is cool :) (literally and figuratively). Everyone should go for a quick jog now and then :D. You see so many wonderful sights and scenery, explore new routes. Capture them on your trip. Tell you a secret ~ I go on jogs to see who I can meet XD. Coincidences can be created you know! You create them :). The people I've seen haha.


Pretty eh.
Along with the scenes and sights. You get to see LIFE.
Yea LIFE whether it's wildlife, or it's kids playing.

Kids... you learn so much from them. You wish you were once them and yet you wish to stay as far away from them as possible - what irony. One thing I know is that kids don't understand race - black, white, yellow, brown - kids can't tell. It's just heartwarming to see kids play together, parents looking at each other, smiling. Kids are kids, if only we can all stay like that forever.

Hello WORLD :D
I'm still awake. Gosh. I wonder if anyone reads this blog OO. If you do
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Chatbox say hi :D & I'll say hi back
Very excited for choir tmr!! Woooo~
Hope many many people go and make me feel that all my effort is worth it.
Do I really want to start the alumni choir.... no
1) I'm just bored
2) I wanna see my friends
3) Someone had to do it
But with all the admin and everything done (for now) I am proud to say that XMAC has been a success! :D.

Sleep by 4 sleep by 4 gahs
I need to treasure my friends more.
MISS YOU!

So exciting for XMAC :D
Learning new song!! Awesome.

Seal Lullaby



I hope everything goes well :)

~It is only love. What is everyone so scared of?

~If you do anything to hurt him I'll have your bollocks for earrings!

Everyone is like going NS now XD
All the best everyone :P.

Feeling very holy right now.
Feeling God all around me, embracing me.
Calling me back into his arms.
Maybe I'm just tired but I doubt it.

Hey God! Thank you for everything :D

"For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them"

Thank you for making me unique and giving me
the gift of voice to tell the world how wonderful music is
the gift of understanding and listening
the gift of tongues and to understand hearts
the gift of creativity and imagination
the gift of sharing

LOVE YA :D

Imma gonna make some changes. Do something in the remaining 3 months of my life before NS.
I promise on this blog that'll I'll do more to serve God.

~~Off to light some candles :)

Feeling so emo XD.
Feeling so lonely hahaha.
Just realised how little true friends I have.

OK Back to happy stuff :D
Glee totally rocks~
Glee-athon on 2nd day of CNY was awesome haha.
Glee needs to come to Singapore ^^!

Happy Things
1) Afterburn from exercise yesterday XD
2) CHOIR TOMORROW WOOO
3) New Choir soon~
4) GLEE!

There's a 12 year old boy screaming for help.
He's helpless, he's crying.
I'm trying my best to comfort him,
he's so sad, so alone, so misunderstood.
Where are his parents???
He's crying for them to come

There's a 12 year old boy inside me.
Helpless, Crying
I need someone to help me.
I need someone other than the ones I pay.

Raindrops hitting your window
You try to wipe them off but they keep coming
Blocking your view
Hiding everything or is it just me

One day that window will break, months
And everything will spill
Some one needs to wipe them away
I'll try. WHY isn't anyone helping me?

Raindrops are falling, getting desperate
no one understands why they are
They etch and carve at the window pains
slowly - eventually

Hallucinations. Raindrops turn red.
No longer in drips, more of streams
Down the seemingly smooth clear glass window

They keep waking me up in the middle of the night
I can't sleep.
They play a familar tune - monotonomous, dreaful
Drip, Drip, Drip, Drop

Have you Ever Listened to those window Panes?

I'm up early :D!
For what? I'd say two reasons.

1) MouseHunt tournament XD
2) To fix my bioclock

My bioclock is super screwed right now. Haha. Tried to sleep at 3am yesterday and failed terribly. I can't rmb what time I slept :P. I think less than 3 hours, gosh.

Things to do today
1) Finish learn In Dulci Jubilo
2) Annote scores
3) Revise scores
4) Post youtube videos
5) Maybe visit the doctors to get some sprays
6) MouseHunt!!
7)... OH NO :( another boring day =-=

So hooked onto this song :)



What's wrong with that <3

Sien day today~ Should I get myself more busy? I don't know ><. Slacking is fun but just boring.
Join more choirs? Join more event? Join more grassroot stuff? Feel so lazy XD.

And oh no~ I have to cancel choir pract :(

OMG. Haha it's 4pm and I just woke up. XD
*panic* *panic*
Apparently Alumni Choir pract has to be cancelled because Friday XMS not available thx to CNY.
Trying to nego a Saturday ><. OMGOMGOMG. Hopefully can gahs. I wonder what will happen to alumni after I disappear in NS 3 months later. Hope whatever I've done doesn't crash. I'm really placing alot of faith on my juniors haha to keep it running.

Imma start blogging again!
Word of the day: Awesome

It's 5:30am and I'm still awake.
Body clock really screwed XD.

Today (more like yesterday) was a really awesome day :D
OG10 outing was (Y) @ MindCafe @ Princep
*gosh* I really need to talk more amongst people I know. I really treasure them so much just that my brain refuses to control my vocal chords to vibrate. Urghs.
Today was just awesome XD. Haven been out in a long time ^^ (with friends that is).
Thanks guys!!

Imma really looking forward to Alumni practice on Friday.
It's a really special feeling I can't explain! It's .... yea you get it haha.
Missing choir. Missing music. <3


Things that make me happy in no particular order
1) Seeing friends at OG10 outing :D
2) Successful attempt
3) Juniors keeping me happy and entertained :D
4) Excited for Alumni Practice
5) MouseHunt Tournament Success!
6) Got more Glee songs! (Warbler's Rock)

G2g Sleep. Nights Sekai~

1) Be useful
2) Learn more
3) Socialise
4) Care more
5) Love more

Happy 2012 everybody still following my blog :D!

Been studying so much.
Hope it all pays off :).

I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now-
Mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine.
I'm fine.
I'm to tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe:
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith,
And trust,
And pixie dust.
I try,
But its to hard to believe.
I try,
But I can't see what you see.
I try.
I try.
I try.
My whole world is changing,
I don't know where to turn.
I can't leave you baby,
But I cant stay and watch the sitting burn;
Watch it burn.
'Cause I try,
But its so hard to believe!
I try,
But I can't see where you see.
I try.
I try.
I try and try,
To understand,
The distance in between:
The love I feel,
The things i fear,
I dearly say good dream.
I can finally see it.
Now I have to believe:
All those precious stories.
All the world is made of faith,
And trust,
And pixie dust.
So I'll try,
'Cause I finally believe!
I'll try,
'Cause I see where you see!
I'll try.
I'll try!
I'll try!
I'll try-
To fly.

STUDY HARDER EVERYONE :D

Hope it all pays off

Dani you rock :)

I find this song meaningful :D

Dedicated to all those who try to be different

I think about the days when we were young
and care free
We never even bothered to ask
Who are we or Who we should be
We just exsisted with no resistance
We were superheroes then
But times have changed
and wars are raging
underneath our skin
We're dodging bullets and
holding ground
Pushing, pulling and weighing down
What happened to that cape I used to wear?
Is it out there?
Is it out there?
And if you find it somewhere inside of me
Help me find it because I should be flying
I wanna be a superhero again
And finish this war under my skin.
Oh but, History has shown us
that when times are gettin hard
It's time for us to grow and see exactly who we are
The morning after the storm
is always brighter than the rest
Right?
Especially when you know you past your test
But the tests are only standerized
In little public schools
were they've given you all the answers
and prepared you with the rules
I don't think life on earth is set up
quite the same
It's every man out for himself
Until we make things change
Can we make things change?
So give me one thing
Something please
Just a glimmer of hope
I'm on my knees
I need to know that I'm not
That I'm not crazy
And if I am
then tell me now so I can
Tie my cape to my straight jacket
and bow out
'cause I am not about to go down this way
No not the superhero
Today
I guess I'm not the superhero
Today

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere

Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs
You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain't going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way

Came out of the classroom with confidence
Which I know is not a good thing cause when I have confidence.... I'm gonna do badly

Didn't feel like a GP exam really... haha

PinkDot rocks :D

NEW GUITAR :D

STRATEGY FOR MIDYEARS :D
STUDY J1 TOPICS, PRAY J2 TOPICS STILL CAN REMEMBER.

I have no confidence really. Haha. Just try my best.

It's over. Quite fun honestly!! :D

Went with YiHao, had trouble getting there XD.
Drank lots and lots of water for fear for blood test and urine test.

Heard around that the waiting time was quite long if you went late.
Signed up for 1:30pm, went at 9:30am. I guess it's KiaSu suckers like me who make the later people wait hahahahaha.

OK so... reached the place.
Was really ironic to see Government officers jaywalking just outside the place.
Went in, presented IC, kept phone in a minature locker and walked to CMPB building.

Stations:

1) Photo taking. Quite simple. Wear fake uniform, take photo. Simple for me that is... hahaha. Seeing guys with super long fringes and you're not supposed to have your hair cover your forehead or have any hair sticking out the left and right of your ears. See them spray water on their hair and comb it with a comb which has come into contact with so many heads just seems eww and almost impossible.

2) Urine test. Really was like super urgent XD. I guess it was the coffee I drank. Simple really, just fill bottle then dip a indictor stick into it and show the guy. The guy wasn't very friendly. Not suprising seeing how much sticks soaked urine he's seen. What a sad job. Haha. Shall not ellaborate more.

3) Blood test. Wasn't really scared, quite amazed haha. Went in, sit down, act calm, in fact was quite calm after watching so many blood test videos. In fact watching the videos were more scary. The guy quite fast arhs, did everything in 20 seconds.
Grab my hand, put on the desk.
Tie to expose veins
Tap inside of elbow
Disinfect
Open package with needle (LOOKS AWAY immediately)
Not really painful. Almost no pain. Not as painful as stabbing yourself with a staple. Not as painful as cramps. Not as painful as kicking your toe into the door.
Look back- a whole tube of blood. It was over :D
If there was a survey form I'll say that he's super good. Compared to my previous ones.
Was there telling myself "It's over woo" haha.

4) A series of tests in no particular order for different guys.
4.1) Hearing test. Hear sound, raise up your hand. Easy :D. Kinda weird see people raise their hands so little times. And I was raising at every single second.
4.2) Dental. Nothing much. Count teeth. All healthy :D. Quite funny though. Seeing the dentist say dental notations and having the other guy write down the stuff. See the guy writing panicked afew times as he almost forgot what the dentist said.
4.3) Xray. Lean on steel plate. Say Cheese~
4.4) Standard eye test.

5) ECG and seeing Medical Officer
So basically at this point all my other sections were filled with PES A.
Which could be good or bad haha, depends.
So basically it's a room with lots of topless guys waiting. So went into the ECG room, took a scan. Quite ticklish. You clip your arms and legs. Then still suction thingies to your chest to measure electric waves. Cool. So after that. Go out take queue number, wait for turn to see Medical Officer. I tell you the wait was like forever to go in. Nothing much to do... no phone nothing... wait wait wait wait wait for like 30minutes go in, come out apparently need to follow up further check cause got echo. That places me at PES D :D for the moment. I don't know if it's a good thing anot arhs XD. Besides I'm seeing a psychologist afew days after. OK WAIT AGAIN for another freaking 30minutes. This is when I realise my name is really very common haha.

6) Vocational Assessment
So basically IQ tests. Had to wait 1 hour for this == what a waste of time. Lucky I went early if not dunnid go home. XD...
Tests do not make sense. SERIOUSLY.
Number Sequences have no real relation really... very very very random. The pictures too.. Ahhh haha. Whole thing lasted for 2-3 hours I guess judging from all the 20min per section. (7+4 sections)
So basically
Number Patterns
Picture Patterns
Algebra
Rotations
PHYSICS (totally forgot how to do from Olvl)
Word linkage
Service survey
Leadership survey.
Totally harder than AJC chemistry MCQ paper.

OK So DONE left premise woo~
Went home slept for 3 hours proud that I've survived.

Realised most of my fears are due to childhood traumatic experiences haha.